still in making^delicious morning shake: strawberry yogurt+cucumber+half banana ( i know it looks kinda disgusting coz i drank most of it LOl")
so my mom sent me some pictures from the photoshoot;^^
it is saturday morning and I don't have piano class for once. There is so many things I want to rant about; well not rant but. "point out". I feel like that's one of the advantage of blogging; being able to splurge out the dust itching on my brain lol.
So I've been really good lately and not going out much; but It also has to do with the fact I don't want to go out because I'm realizing I chill with lots of guys; and so many of them, well to put it blankly are horrible for my health. I'm not saying all coz some of my guy friends are so amazing and have been there for me, like really been there and lent a shoulder for me to cry on. But so many of them... they come and go and once they know theres no chance of "getting any" they go away. Oh and there's these guys who ask me out, all sweet talking and everything, and then they FLOP. like. what the hell; and then they disappear; no " i'm sorry i didn't make it" what kind of guys are these! and others that are so selfish or stupid. Who have enough audacity to say " oh you love this don't deny it" umm.. no you cock head. anyways. i swear off high school boys; like "clueless" i was watching yesterday. haha quote from the movie:"highschool boy they're like dogs you have to train and bath them their just like these nervous creatures who jump and slobber over you " haha not that it's true about all of them, there are exceptions, but the majority is. and then there are decent high school guys, you know those eye-candy but don't know they're very cute, who is self conscious and act like a GIRL. ugh. what's worse than a player is a guy who can't man up. but wait, i know guys much older than me, and they are odd balls too. even the cutest ones. makes me go wow... *shakes head*
Like I am one of the most open minded people; and I always want to meet new people, learn about new things, be exposed to different thoughts and lifestyles. i will never judge anything or anyone untill i have tried it or met them; but you know how they say everyone you talk to adds a part to who you are. And there are sooo many people i don't like in the world who are selfish, stupid, and fake and i know the more i'm expose to their negative manners the more i'll be impacted so i'm so picky as to who i chill with. sometimes i think i'm just much more satisfied reading a book alone or watching some lame movie on tv with a friend as to going out to parties. . i don't know why I'm being such a loner but it seems like no one understands me and i'm tired of being judged by people who don't even KNOW me! Like I'm not stuck up! i swear. if you want to know me, i will be honest and I'll let you in, i'm not the type with the wall buriers.
I don't think anyone is better or less than me but so many people have amazing potentials hidden away that they should take advantage of! but i digress, i just stand strong to "the little light of mine" can only shine, basing on the friends and family i have. So if your my friend or family, thanks for making me how I am today :) and as to you stupid boys. buh bye.